Story of Eyinil

Eyinil the eccentric child,
Sees her world like her books,
Ordinary places became extraordinary,
Tall grass fields seems like meadows,
Midnight are bewitching hours,
Magic energy and muses exist,
Her toys comes alive at night,
Others find her weird,
A social failure,
Pushed inwards..
Deep into her own narration..

Eyinil broke her silence,
She revisits her reality,
Dwells in it during the day,
Returns home at night,
Back to her imaginary friends,
Her imaginary world,
Only imaginary to the eyes of others..

To Eyinil,
Imaginary does not exist,
A fraction of her life,
The wonder pillow,
Keeps her warm and loved,
Answers to her many doubts,
Free from reality’s nightmare..

Eyinil the strong bloom,
Immortal and bland,
The warrior who survived,
From ridicule to blues,
Constantly revolting for peace,
Battle within the Self,
Morbid fascination of the mind,
To reclaim Solace Kingdom..

Gentle night breeze teases,
Her gaze fixed to the moon,
Eyinil smiles to herself,
Admiring its beauty,
No idle thoughts,
Worry not of what the others think,
Blissful in both worlds,
Solace Kingdom in her heart,
Till Eyinil crosses over..

I'm Seeing Stars

Wheezing, buzzing,
I was wrong,
It’s not the night bugs,
Just my light bulb;
Swishing, swooshy,
It keeps on ringing..

I’ll tumble when I stand,
My world is spinning around,
My eyes couldn’t focus,
Surrounding seems extra bright,
Tiny yellow light particles,
Flashes here and there,
It got more compact,
With every step I take,
Blackout..

The walls quivers,
The floor trembles,
I crash to my bed,
Still again..
I could hear my heartbeat,
Fast thumping, heavy breathing,
Fingers shaking, ball pen slipped,
Writings turned scribbles..

Too strong of a medicine,
Too high of a drug dose,
I’m seeing stars..

Flu, my worst enemy.

Silence 2

Silence,
Better than words,
Empathy speaks more,
Stronger than the mind denotations,
Those faulty connotations,
Only through feelings,
The picture is illuminated..

Silence,
The invincible healer,
Waiting for an answer,
Anticipating for that channeling,
A tunnel to light,
As the mind crawls on,
Leaving the darkness,
Searching for peace..

Silence,
A timed out moment,
Not a moment of escapism,
Eternal entity visits,
Muses are out to play,
Sending fresh vibes,
New images to be captured,
Added to my archives,

For my own scripture,
My lessons..
My history..

Silence

A space in between,
Path that was once walked upon,
Turned into a fork road,
Sometimes it joined at the end,
We meet unexpectedly,
Just two strangers,
On the same familiar path..

The past was unbearable,
Stabbed on many times,
Logic mind versus the heart,
Voice was stopped by ‘It’,
No matter how ‘Super Ego’ urges,
No words could be uttered,
Not even a simple greeting…

Just silence,
Maybe a smile or two,
Linger inside a vacuum,
The cold atmosphere,
You were just one of the stars,
In my previous universe,
Now it seems so dim,
Vanish eventually..

What a pity!
Such was the finale,
Guess you will never be able to count,
Or own every star in this universe,
Leaves you insane,
Confused and jealous,
Strong attachment equals big emotions,
Killing the throbbing heart,
To big of a wave,
Even the myogenic mechanism,
Struggles to be alive..

Slowly,
Very slowly..
Poisoning it ..