Waveless HEart

My Nights are long,
I can't wait for Morning to come,
My mind would not rest..
Despite my body is calling for it,
I feel like I'm living in a bubble,

My heart is contented,
I feel peaceful,
but something still don't feel right
I do not have a feeling, i am like a living zombie..

There is no hate, no love but negative peace,
A big cloud up my head,
I couldn't remember yesterday,
My memory of things is failing me,
what's happening dear god?
Am I under a spell?
I fear I will not remember who am I tomorrow