Motivation

Where's my motivation?
What's my motivation?
Daily job begins to slug,
Routine may be the word,
Weeks passed like minutes ,
But where does my satisfaction lies..
What do I achieve?

Words don't flow so well,
My grammar is rotting when usage is less,
Ideas seems to be kept then used,
Or is there any ideas at all?
Is business an excuse to procrastinate?
Creativity is left to fade away,
Maybe one day even forgotten,
That I once had it...

Where am I?
What's my motivation to write?
What's my motivation to work?
What's my motivation to live?
Where is it?
Please return...