So Bored!!!
So bored so bored so bored so bored...even all these I used to fancy cant seem to excite me...
Bored of piano
Bored of violin
Bored of watching drama
Bored of my own birthday
Bored of any occassions
Bored of drinking
Bored of catching a fine delicious meal after a busy day while people watching
Bored of strolling in the mall
Bored of karaoke
Bored of standing backstage under the dark
Bored of the hall lights that seeps my energy away
Bored of asking students to keep quiet
Bored of making sure students are on cue
Bored of asking students to practise when all you can see is 'fooling around’ acts
Bored of my having to work at night
Bored of touching anything art
Bored of cooking
Bored of eating, when eating for the sake of filling the crying stomach
Bored of working on Saturday
Bored of driving around town for fun
Bored of getting lost for fun to find new places
Bored of getting bored
Bored of hormone blues
Bored of waking up to another day which is the same
Bored of talking
Bored of motivating lesson into uninterested students
Bored of Restaurant City
Bored of Pet Society
Bored of going online
Bored of eating dinner on my own and rushing off to work within a short time frame
Bored of non stop events
Bored of being so tired everyday
Bored of only having two hours for myself everyday when that pathetic hour is just housekeeping stuff
Bored of imagined world to keep me warm
Bored of being isolated in a task and ignorant of information
Bored of disorganized management
Bored of last minute stuff
Bored trying to please people
Bored of being emotionless on everything
Bored of expressionless
Bored of working
Bored of feeling restless when the rest time finally comes
Bored of being not confident
Bored of being Ice Queen
Bored of unrequitted love
Bored of not having a crush for a while
Bored of being so busy all the time
Bored of dramas in life
Bored of waiting
Bored of my suspicious mind
Bored of being so independent
Bored of my hairstyle
Bored of endless events
Name me something I can look forward to, something that would give me an adrenaline rush
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10:39 PM
This town (or world?) must have some decaying effect on you (or us?).
Maybe you need to liberate yourself - from urban life? from endless conformities? from a suffocating routine?
Maybe we need to stand up from a long sit or stray out of the passive path we've been conditioned to.
We ought to start taking control of our own lives. Live the way we want it. And leave everything else but the Self behind.
I wonder if courage is the only key? I wonder if this would actualize beyond just an imagination run wild.
10:40 PM
Life is white and black
How you see define the flow
Into it you see and feel
The way you believe
Boredom the flow of mind
It makes you realize
There are many things to find
Reach out and do it
Maybe touch somebody's hand
You can feel the flow again
All Souls Day
Pay them a visit
Ask yourself again
Don't they feel bored waiting for the call?
The gift of life to heavens
Heat and rain; rain and heat
All days long
It is testing of one's soul
Living in this world
It is good you felt it
The journey has not ended
Degree, work and flow
9 to 5 sometimes midnight
It is part of living
Learn it accept it know it
Only don't give up
When the tougher the journey is
lanai 24/6/09 10.32am
10:33 AM
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