The Forgotten Self

In old MTV,
Forgotten dreams awakens,
Past fetish resurfaced,
Old feelings jumped up,
The me I used to know,
How far away it seems..

In old melody,
I called upon me,
From six years ago,
Those struggling years,
Insecure and in fear,
Those wonderful moments,
Those dreams overlaps new ones..

I became a hybrid suddenly,
Stronger than the past,
More refreshing than the present,
New desires became old,
Old desires became new..

I see a pair of eyes,
With dark-coloured shades,
The brown iris sparkles like diamonds,
Ironed raven strands,
Covering the oval face,
Lips painted with pale gloss,
A tint of rose on the cheeks,
Finding courage to exist again,
Since its last failure...

Blandness

Time freeze,
So did my heart,
No, time did not freeze,
It flew too fast,
All memories became compressed,
Feelings became a cocktail,
Not as aromatic as one,
Just one white plain,
One silvery line...

When time became a line,
A zombie emerge,
Cold like a statue,
Forgot how to feel,
Tears became ornaments,
Ornaments worn without a reason,
No why,
Couldn't find why....