The Great Tsunami

Fireworks has stopped,
White candles are lighted up,
Merry smiles turned around,
Curved into a frown,
Beaming faces became dark,
Lined with tears,
All washed up in a night,
Buried under the waves,
Laughter were replaced with shrieks,
As the great Tsunami stomped in...


Some souls began to part,
Some souls are lost,
Some souls are united,
Tsunami has destroyed the land,
She has also washed up the world's border,
No more you and I,
There are only us....

Love and compassion flows in,
From every corner of the world,
Young or old, rich or poor,
Lending a helping hands,
To those deeply in need..
Prayers were uttered,
Aid were flown in,
Flags were lowered,
A symbol of respect..
A symbol of care..
The growth of love..

** May 2005 be a blessed and peaceful beginning**

Chaotic Mornings

I hate my every morning,
Rocky keeps on barking,
Sooner than my alarm,
Mama can't stop yelling,
Shook me off my dreams,
What are holidays suppose to mean..
I wonder...

I woke up with a smile,
The barking makes my head spin
The nagging makes me frown,

I sighed and said...
How long has it been going?
Make it stop! Make it stop!
I want my peaceful morning back!

Mama was in rage again,
She turned me into a scapegoat,
Nothing in the house is perfect enough,
She picks on the tiniest detail,
To channel her anger on me..
I'm never good enough..
At least in her eyes...
When will I ever be?

I wish that she would listen,
At least for a lil' while,
Mama please don't yell,
I might have done you wrong,
But it's all have been the past,
History should not be raked,
Nor secrets shared be weapons,
To hold it up against me..
When you are all in rage..

If you would learn to forgive,
Things won't seem so bad,
If you would learn to communicate,
Perhaps we could bond better

I know that you do love me,
If only you could handle,
Your emotions a lil better..
And hurt me no more..

My Muse Is Back!

HAven't posted since October?! Ahh..that's really not progressive at all.
Exams finally over, the results are out as well. I did fine, at least i am satisfied. All the stress since october till beginning of november has subside at last. The busy times has really left me with no inspiration. So not in da' mood.I'm practically a zombie..ahhaha..

Exams finish in a wink of an eye. I'm finally back home! So good to see everyone! All my old friends and good friends :). Stuck at home, ate like a pig, willing myself to kick off the access flab on my thighs and so many other projects in line to keep my holiday busy. Finally, i am not working part time this holiday, i am really taking a HOLIDAY. Fully concentrating on my piano exam pieces, working on my chord work and more writings! Gonna start cooking up some tune with all the time i had now :P It's just so nice to allow yourself to rest within a lenght of time. I have never really enjoyed it before, that's because i usually get bored easily or i will make sure i am occupied with activities.

Genting was a funny trip, will post it up in my other blog.I think i gotta start snappin pics soon for my upcoming new blog! I have been sleeping late n waking up late! PIgggg *oink* *oink*

I'm ready to post more stuff again after i have abandoned the blog for nearly a month. I still keep writing despite my lethargic-ness. Some of the stuff in November are pre-written in my little book..hehe.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz for now........

Fool In Love

I’m the love fool,
Drowning in the lonely pool,
Stuck in my comfort zone,
Refuse to leave my shell.

Friends said you were wrong,
I know that in my heart,
My self lacks the courage,
To survive on my own.

**My fear of loneliness,
Veils me with illusion,
Hoping for a rainbow,
After the long dispute
With you..


*All the pain that you have caused,
All the heartache I have felt,
Because of my fear,
I surrender to your abuse..

All the mean things you have said,
They keep ringing in my head,
Because of my fear,
I’m still holding tight to you..

I’m just a fool in love.


I’m the love fool,
That has lose my cool,
Succumbed to your charm,
Ignoring all your harm.

Friends felt I deserve better,
I know that in my heart,
My heart lacks the courage,
To survive on my own
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How long has it been?
My nerves has gone numb
Please help me break free