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Thursday, August 26, 2004

August Transition

Did anyone feel that this month is giving you a hard time? I do man! I have a whole series of things not flowing too well and a whole series of things dropping into places. Sometimes, i don't remember it at all. This question hits me when my room mate asked me ' are you experiencing a whole series of bad luck this month?'. When i kinda look deeply into it, maybe it is really happening and i am least aware of it. I have friends around me who are experiencing the same thing as i do.

Hmm..where should i start? I think it started off when i slipped and fell on my butt on the stairs. Thanks to my wonderful sandals! Then i have a whole week where things does not work out but it kinda fall into a perfect plan later. Next, i remember i was down with a flu and cough and nearly had a fever. It was a really bad and suffering week. I had to work in the weekend in a sick condition. I still remember swallowing lots of lozenges. Then, i was choking in cigarrete smoke as well. Somehow, my throat was really sensitive to these smoke that weekend. I just kept coughing and coughing till my chest really aches.

Then, the other week, things went really well. I had a lot of fun with muh friends as i remember. Then, there were some issues i had to solve with somebody. I was feeling very distressed,betrayed and stupid. It just bothers me for the whole week till Friday.3 breakups on that day! Friday the 13th itself.. There were some of my friends who are having problems in relationship and life. I could somehow feel their pain and several issues in life and questions pops up in my brain. A reflection of myself in the past twirl back. I was attending church for a few weeks to find some peace of mind, maybe some answers that will be channeled through my subconscious mind. The following week, Wendy and i planned and threw a party for Ms. Lor. We had a blast and i am so glad that everyone turned up for it, other than a bird poop on me on that day. It was a whole lotta fun for sucha stressfull month. Changes and more changes.

Sometimes, i began to wonder whether the four leaf clover is bringing me real bad luck. Ah...superstition. I was just reading one of Crystalinks blogs 'August transition':

August is a major transition month.
You should be able to 'tune in' and experience the grid changes - out with the old and in with the new.
Use the time to 'clean up your act' and move through that which no longer belongs - especially emotions that hold you back. This is a time of letting go - or should I say 'allowing'. Be free!
The biggest issue during the universal transition time is always the 'heart'. Many relationships are ending now! New ones will beging in the fall ... but not for all that seek love - for any number of reasons that are personal to those people. It could be as simple as - there is no one out there for you - the grid experiences you seek - the points on your personal grid matrix now are looking to attract someone with the same matrix and issues. All relationships have issues - as do all people. You may simply be too tired to begin again.

This transition opens the 'gates', if you will, when many souls cross over and others experience a kind of 'death' and 'rebirth' as they change their lives and thinking.

(adapted from Crystalinks)

Somehow, these words just echoed in my mind and i could associate with it.

May September be a new beginning and a great month for everyone!






2 Comments:

Blogger mya said...

well, i totally agree with u there.... August was definately a horrible month but well for me it's August every year so theres not much different though there was 1 day which u guys all made special for me and that day I'll always remember....
The clover thing is definately true... It does bring bad luck... It's definately not a lucky thing unless it did really help protect us from worse things. Anyways now I'm all ok not wearing the stupid clover....

11:42 AM

 
Blogger Pallavi said...

I hope this month is better for you !!!

4:02 PM

 

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